imbapoler,
you wount know that wad you asked me yesterday hunted me..
i was worrying and crying..
thinking wad has happen to you..
you just dun wanna tell me wad happen..
you hurted me badly and i started to cut myself like last time..
i was so lucky that i changed my sissors..
and the sissors wasnt sharp at all..
that why there is no blood..
i know you will patch back with rachel..
once u both patch back,
gratz to the both of you..
sry Imbapoler,
i cant tell you everything rite now..
as in how i feel..
heard that rachel was joining ur ms..
my mood sank..
i'm crying and dun feel like toking to you..
i just dk how long more i hv to suffer..
you call me remeber that you love me..
that hurts me more..
that is wad i really would remeber
and i cant forget it..
once u are gone..
i remeber this,
i cant imagine how much pain or hurts i would get..
faking a smlie to you wasnt hard..
cos you wount know it..
until the day u actually read this blog..
until that day,
i know you wount hackcare about this..
