Thursday, January 13, 2011

I love you;

boy,seriously i love you very very very much..
this cant be changed..
my heart is dam freaking painful when i said that sentence,
i know i hv to be strong..
i just dosent know why my relationship dosent last..
u are stopping me from breaking..
i just dun understands why u dw break and keep
asking me for breaking..
should i gv u chance?
everything just ended here..
bye..i know we cant be friends anymore..
letting you go is the best for u..
i will always love you,imbapoler<3

U are the best in my heart ♥
10:41 PM

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

I love you;

there is always light in ur nitemares..

forget the past and get a new life..

i cant..

cos memory cant be erase..

nvr tell u how i feel rite now is wrong..

thinking rubbish and make myself hv nitemares is my problem..

i just dun get it..

hais,just say until here..

imbapoler not reply me at msn..hais..

u all should know wad am i thinking..

U are the best in my heart ♥
11:40 PM

I love you;

imbapoler,

you wount know that wad you asked me yesterday hunted me..

i was worrying and crying..

thinking wad has happen to you..

you just dun wanna tell me wad happen..

you hurted me badly and i started to cut myself like last time..

i was so lucky that i changed my sissors..

and the sissors wasnt sharp at all..

that why there is no blood..

i know you will patch back with rachel..

once u both patch back,

gratz to the both of you..

sry Imbapoler,

i cant tell you everything rite now..

as in how i feel..

heard that rachel was joining ur ms..

my mood sank..

i'm crying and dun feel like toking to you..

i just dk how long more i hv to suffer..

you call me remeber that you love me..

that hurts me more..

that is wad i really would remeber

and i cant forget it..

once u are gone..

i remeber this,

i cant imagine how much pain or hurts i would get..

faking a smlie to you wasnt hard..

cos you wount know it..

until the day u actually read this blog..

until that day,

i know you wount hackcare about this..

U are the best in my heart ♥
1:29 AM

I love you;

still got 14 more days to me and imbapoler's 1 mth anniversal.

my dear imbapoler,

we both know that we both are afarid to lose each other.

becos both of us love each other deeply..

but today,

your FB statue is in a relationship wif ue ex,

rachel.yea,

u said it was a dare.

my mood totally change at that point.

it was like the end of the world.

i suspect you.

all rubbish just came into my mind.

all kinds of bad endings,

that fairy-tales wount have it at all..

where is my happy ending?

so means my life sux?

yea,it sux..

FML(fuck my life)

wad i saw was your old memorise with her.

your old photos wid her.

she like your statue,

you like her statue..

you two was just like the happiest couple ever.

i was like the 3rd party.

yea,i agree i was jealouse.i was deeply jealouse!

my heart is so painful.

i wanted to let you go,

but i didnt,cos i dun dare to do so..T.T

why dose all sad things happen to me?

the world is so unfair..

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U are the best in my heart ♥
1:21 AM

I love you;

karming told me that he know me ex,xiiaohei today.

friday,he came and ask me i didnt go jp find him.

then he say xiiaohei miss me.

i asked him was it realy,he say no.

i hv lots of question to ask karming.but i didn't.

i wanted to ask how he know it was my ex,xiiaohei.

he so comfrom he was my ex?

is he really the xiiaohei i was finding?

is it him?O.o

i wanted to know..

i wanted to find him..

but it seems that,

he dosent wanna see until me,

thats why he saw me and treat me as a stranger..

what he told me in the past are all lies?

i dun think so..

i trust him.

i trust him as my bro,

thats why i waited for his call on my b'day..

i waited for 3 yrs..

i know he wount call..

but i will wait and wait and wait until he call..

i know he hated me alot..

he hated why i hang his phone.

he hate me saw him and walk away..

he hate me in wat i did..

I'M SORRY for wad i did..

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U are the best in my heart ♥
1:11 AM

Thursday, February 18, 2010

I love you;

say good by is the best wat to do
I love the way he laughs
I love the way he’s kind
I love the way he smiles=D
I love the way he cares
I love the way he comfort me
I love how he looks
I love how he’s smart^^
I love how he’s helpful
I love how he talks
I love the way he holds me when I’m sad
I love his name
I love his eyes
I love his smell
I love his confidence
I love his encouragement
I love the way he is
I love the way he loves me
I love our precious time together
I love his sweetness
I love that I love him so!"

U are the best in my heart ♥
4:48 AM

I love you;

i today donno wat happen to me,i was like...i was like trying to make all my friend to my enemy OMGFZ!!!~wat happen to me sia?!did i hate the whole world just because of him?!is it that i knew he gotten a new stead i change?!did my evil part came out just cos of that thing?!wat has happen to me?!i hv say i will forget him why i cant?is it that he still live in my life?!how can i kick him out?!ya he still living in my life as my gan kor...do u think i wan that?!NO I DONT WAN THAT THAT SHOULDN'T HV HAPPEN!!!

U are the best in my heart ♥
4:36 AM